That's Life

Sometimes, I feel like this. (its a link. click the word 'this', please) Why do we unnecessarily complicate things? Not only with extraneous things like mathematics, but every element of life. Why do people complicate things? Say things they don't mean? Why can't people just be honest? Why must we always shroud our true feelings? It infuriates me like nobody's business. Do you ever have those days where you feel like your stress level has reached critical mass, but the dam keeps overflowing and spilling on you, with no regard to the fact that you could literally burst and annihilate all the villagers in the gully below at any given time? yeah. That has been my entire week thus far. I've been wrestling with critical decisions, dealing but mostly not dealing with idiotic men, I feel like I don't know who my friends are anymore, family drama, financial problems, traumatic and critical medical situations with a mother figure and I feel like my arms are tied and there's nothing I can do, and then you throw in the typical "Kade, breathe and stop bludgeoning your brother, Drew don't throw THAT in the toilet, Drew you can't run outside naked!, Riley, Is THAT even necessary?, Candy is NOT a breakfast food, Wow Drew! what a great use of your creativity! But Let's eat the cheese balls, not make a mosaic on your mother's wall, ok? ' and i swear, if I have to say pee or poop one more time...this dang dam is going to break.

So if anyone knows me well, they know that I am my own therapist on call. I need to keep breathing, realize that this is life, and keep moving forward. But most importantly, I need to keep focused on my mission, keep studying, praying like crazy, and breathe some more. Clark, my best friend, is coming home in a few days, I'm getting mission pictures taken, I have the rest of the week off to regroup and maybe muster up some courage of my own, so all in all, it will be okay. Until then readers, here's hoping that my dam or yours doesn't break anytime soon. and I keep watching this awesome mormon messages video. Love it! Click and enjoy! Much love, readers! Ciao.